Posted in Depressed, Family, Health, Internet, Life, Me, Memories, Mood, Random, Tears on July 15, 2008 | 3 Comments »
With the family member getting in touch last week it’s kind of stirred up a whole bunch of strange feelings for me as well as happy and unhappy memories of the past. I got a reply to my email I sent last week. It would seem they are all doing well. I have no reason [...]
Posted in Family, Life, Me, Memories, Mood, Random, Tears on July 11, 2008 | 10 Comments »
So you get two posts in one day again and it’s not even 9am!
I woke up this morning to find a message on Facebook, someone has got in touch who I miss dearly in my life and someone who I have had not contact with for over 12 years. This person was someone I really [...]
Posted in Friends, Life, Me, Mood, Random, Rant, Tears, Tired on July 7, 2008 | 6 Comments »
Surprise surprise I got let down again, promises promises, I am so sick of people making promises which turn out to never happen. Stupid part is I knew deep down she would let me down at the eleventh hour… I sometimes wonder why on earth I bother to try and plan nice things when I [...]
Posted in Alfie, Death, Depressed, Dog, Health, Life, Me, Mood, Random, Rant, Tears, Tired, Walk on July 5, 2008 | 5 Comments »
Today has seen my mood drop which feels weird because late last night I was in a very good mood which kept me awake for a good few hours. I certainly couldn’t wind down to go to sleep.
Why does everything change so fast… how can I one minute feel like the worlds my oyster and [...]
Posted in Goal, Health, Hospital, House, Life, Me, Mood, Personality, Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Random, Tears, Therapy, Tired on July 3, 2008 | 5 Comments »
Twelve months ago last week I screwed my life up by doing something which has left a black mark on my name forever. It’s now eleven months since I left my well paid job because the mere thought of going back petrified me. It’s also nine months since I moved from hell into where I [...]
